Should I be happy 
When all I want has a price? 
The spark is fading from my eyes 
And the scars from my heart I can't disguise. 
 
I scratch your figure with my nails 
And the wall is screeching wickedly 
I tried to smile but it's so useless 
When my life is everybody's mockery. 
 
They told me I would never make it 
And threatened me to better leave it 
They have kicked me when I was down 
My so-called friends never were around!  
 
Sometimes I wonder if this is my end 
If this day has come to wipe me away 
I wonder if it will exist some day 
When I won't fade in decay again.  
 
I've tried so badly to change my luck 
Life gave me dreams that won't come true 
I guess I'm just a waste, a mess 
I'll have to accept, I can't be the best.  
 
Someday I'll have to leave this place 
Dead memories are now revived 
Sad past scenes are so well outlined 
This vicious circle drives me insane!  
 
I can hear the unfriendly silence 
My mouth is opened, but they can't hear me 
I fall in despair, no one can help me 
Save me, please, don't turn off the light! |